I started 2012 with a feeling of confusion, I felt incomplete. I graduated from college last summer and have been killing time working meaningless jobs until I could figure out my next move. You know the one that would knock all of my confusion out of the way. A little over a month ago I lost a very important woman in my life, my grandmother. And two weeks after trying to recover from that blow to the chest me beloved cat died of cancer. So there I was left in a pool of sorrow, only I’m not certain I grieved, I mean I had things to do, a work contract to complete, a family to stay strong for, and a life I couldn’t put on a hold.
Now here I sit with a huge pain in my chest and no way of relieving it. More than anything I want to run, scream, cry. Yet here I sit calmly typing away and my throat burns and my heart aches. I need to grieve, I need to finally say goodbye and yet I can’t bring myself to end this chapter and begin a new one.
Everyday I miss you, I see something, hear something, smell something and I think of you. You’re the strongest woman I have ever known and I am truly blessed to have shared in a part of your amazing life. Thank you for everything you taught me and everything you did for me. Because of you I am the woman this woman here today.
Resterai nel mio cuore per sempre.
The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother’s keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name is the Lord when I lay my vengeance upon thee.
5 Seconds of Every #1 Billboard Hot 100 Hit From 1993-2011
This is my ludio, she does great things with a ukulele and her voice.
my cover of buy you a drink by t-pain.
yes. you read that right.